I need to give up a lot of things that I felt was important, to keep me going. Painful as it is to me, I need to move forward. I have to stop worrying about other things and worry about myself... I worry too much. I keep planning on my future, but it just becomes a hazy dream that I'm stepping into without a direction :/ I need to hold God's hand to keep me going because everyday it feel like I'm letting go one of his fingers.
“But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.” —Hebrews 11:6