the lost bird..

the other day, while i was coming home from volleyball practice, i looked up in the sky. i saw a beautiful view. it was a family of birds flying in circles in the sky, going south. winter's coming. and the birds are ready to take flight in big families. while still looking up in the sky, watching that flock of birds flying in circles, they started to slowly disappear behind those buildings. but my head is still up in the sky looking for more, then slowly, i see ONE bird by himself flying in circles. im thinking in my head... maybe that bird is lost. it's flying in circles trying to find its way to his family but for some reason it looks like they left him, or he just wandered off himself. i keep looking up at that bird, as it flies in circles, and i think to myself... im like that lost bird. lonely and a bit miserable. im hoping that i will return with my "family", happily and know im not alone.

i made too many mistakes and i keep swelling in my past. i dont want to anymore. i have to move on. being depressed right now, is useless and stupid.